walking back and feeling the same . having this feeling that i used to have in my sec school days . ppl ka jiao wei and stuff . backstabbing . tio heart sick . den one by one drift away . lmao . no choice . mayb tts my life wads it used to be . <3
jack (confused) 5:14 PM
getting more and more sick and tired of this fucker . luckily he is leaving soon . may he get his fuck up retribution =) from me . <3
jack (confused) 12:11 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
days of warmth but months of coldness . tml maybe got mand-ing need go back camp . sian sia . if activated it will be a whole day thing . and yet i still have a date with you . and i doubt you will be coming out anyway . =) . i suppose i am already used to it . even i may fail to date you out 9/10 times . i dun mind . because since the day i fall for you when i 1st saw you . its already a one way road . with the only 2 exit at the end of this high way . and there's no point where i can just U-turn . i really didnt know . feelings will get so deep . but i know no matter wad happen in the future . you are still the 1 i loved the most .
jack (confused) 3:31 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
seriously human will nvr be contented with wad they have . give you a foot yet you wan a yard . and limpei tell you dun come provoke me . meaning i dui you go ? puah chee bye !
jack (confused) 5:03 PM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
have been going through all those anime that you intro-ed to me last time . and we used to watch them tgt lor . and yet i am watching it alone now . lol . school days , he's my master and some others which i cant remember . hope those days will come back one day . hahas . hope you have a good week end and its time to come for my guard duty . tsk . dunno why so suay . every 3 days 1 duty . next week end finally free lo ! long week end clear leave . booking in tonight . sian sia ! bye bye ! hope to see you next week !
jack (confused) 3:25 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
suddenly felt that i dun actually know who i am . and wad have i been looking for this past 1 years plus . and what i had been doing seems right and wrong at the same time . i felt so numb . so lost . and there's this pain that seems so firmillar . and this is the knot in my heart that i always wanted to untie . and the onli way to untie it is to change this pain back to sweetness . between me and you . i dun expect sweetness and the knot to untie straight . all i wan now is constantly contact you and know how are you . and what are you doing . and if you are save and sound . i really dun expect much . really .
jack (confused) 5:11 PM
yesterday went to ratchada for shiwei bday with boy and daniel . not a very enjoying day ytd . girl have not been replying my message since last night 6+ . dunno how was she now . hope she's ok and reply me soon .